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Fire, red and violent Roaring yet so silent Flames all around me I'm getting burns that are third degree My body is toasting The fire is boasting It laughs as it spits in my face My body turns into such a disgrace That can never again be shown Coughing and screaming I reach for the phone I yell for help but the phone is of no use I see a sharp knife nearby and I quickly choose To die by a knife instead of by fire But my hand resists my strong desire It will not penetrate my skin At this point the fire and my screams are much akin Furious and desperate and crazy Suddenly my world gets hazy The pain, unfortunately, does not numb one small amount I'm eager for my death; the seconds I count In my mind, for I have no mouth left to count them aloud I feel like I'm being tortured in front of a crowd Everyone's eyes on me, watching me with glee The pain is excrutiating, and it will not leave me Why am I not dead yet? I am barely a pile of ashes But I am still alive--how can that be? It's impossible, it can't be true But then, here I am, expressing rue Alive and in indescribable pain I want the fire to burn out but it continues to gain Size, it grows larger and larger and I just want to scream for death to come But I have no mouth, nor arms, or even ears, although I continue to hear the fire's sounding drum The fire and the pain and the life continues to stay When will the pain go away?
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